You showed and told me, you
Loved, you kissed me, on my
Cheeks- betraying, hurting me.
From a distance, you followed, on,
Showing affection and care,
And your faithlessness and unfaithfulness
Took over you, and led to your infidelity:
A curse, disowning, disloyal to your own, ruining them,
Before the bird crowed.
My true love was faithful
Like a ripe fruit returning to Earth,
Falling to meet her in union
With a holistic connecting natural energy.
So was ours (love), not until you stabbed,
And left, leaving me with a deep scar, like memories,
Like information seen and heard.
Will you show forgiveness for my emptiness and weakness,
Betrayals, lies and rot?
Can you not look back and see the pain I brought,
The corruption I caused?
Let change take its course like days and nights.
Did you not swear in my ears never to let go,
Never to say N0, never to let anything come close,
Even death, never could separate us!
Your words were like a book on which I ruminated,
Poring over its pages like a bee on flowers,
But you let me down and I fell, vulnerable,
Like a rock let down from the hill.
