Timaya, the Nigerian singer, candidly disclosed a period of substance abuse that temporarily robbed him of his true self. In an interview with The Beat FM, he revealed how he was introduced to Molly by acquaintances during the COVID-19 lockdown, an experience that led him down a tumultuous path.
During the Morning Rush Show, Timaya admitted, “I am not a saint.” He recounted the allure of drugs, describing a moment where he found himself engulfed in temporary euphoria, influenced by the pressures of seeking constant happiness. This pursuit led him to dependence, as he explained, “I want to just keep feeling like that.” His reliance on drugs resulted in drastic physical changes, including significant weight loss and a diminished appetite.
Reflecting on his struggles, Timaya highlighted the impact of addiction on his life, admitting to consuming three pills daily, likening the experience to being on medication. He expressed how this dependency affected his mental and physical well-being, acknowledging the detrimental effects it had on him.
Timaya’s battle with drug addiction not only took a toll on his personal life but also inspired one of his most poignant songs, “Cold Outside.” The lyrics of the track resonate with his experiences, illustrating the harsh realities he faced when venturing outside in search of the substance that held him captive. He revealed how even a brief visit outside led to encounters that perpetuated his addiction, ultimately driving him back indoors.
In his words:
“I want to just keep feeling like that. That is how I lost a lot of weight. I was not eating, I was just happy,” he said.
“I was taking like three pills every day. It feels like I was on medication. It was messing me up.”
He said his battle with drug addiction inspired one of his biggest hits “Cold Outside”.
“That is why I sang ‘Cold Outside’ because of what I saw when I went outside,” Timaya said. “Just Small time wey I go visit, na im dem give me that thing. I come run back inside.”
In sharing his story, Timaya sheds light on the pervasive issue of substance abuse and its profound impact on individuals. His journey serves as a reminder of the importance of seeking support and overcoming the challenges associated with addiction. Through his music and candid revelations, Timaya underscores the complexities of addiction while offering hope for those struggling with similar battles.
